A perpetual cycle of finding myself, only to lose myself again, devoured most of my free time last year.
I did not write or read nearly as much as I aimed for and there's no way of reliably predicting that 2019 will be any different.
Right now, my self-confidence is on the upswing, and it looks like my niche is being carved out. Past behaviour, however, is the best predictor of future behaviour, so I won't be too surprised to find myself over-thinking and screwing myself over more than once before this New Year is through.
This is why I decided to ride out this high and instead of bothering too much with resolutions, I worked through my 1000+ unread personal emails.
One of them was a recent newsletter from The What, and now I cannot stop listening to The Hu.